Jeg har faktisk mere at give end at tage, og det er ved at give at jeg hjælper mig selv bedst – at komme på værestedet minder vel om det i gør på Guldkrog.

Er kommet til den konklusion at jeg ikke passer ind i jobbet som ekstern konsulent gennem længere tid, ja nok ikke som noget der tenderer fastansættelse, heldigvis er der masser af muligheder som freelancer, og jeg har skruet voldsomt ned for mit forbrug, faktisk er jeg gået på pension (indtil jeg løber tør for penge )

Jeg er SUPER imponeret af hvor meget du kan, men da vi ses så sjældent har jeg svært ved at indstille mig på dit niveau, jeg husker dig jo som verdens skarpeste supermand <3 – jeg har faktisk haft svært ved at acceptere at min far ikke kan alt, og det er jo også det han har lært mig at jeg skal kunne.

At være sammen med folk der forstår en og har samme problemer er godt, altså der er andre som mig (eller i hvertfald kender alle på værestedet mindst en der er som mig )

Kærlig hilsen og god weekend

Det havde nu mere karakter af voldtægt, det er dybt ubehageligt at blive antastet på åben gade af prostituerede, selv om det nu ikke var det der skete for mig.

Længe havde jeg haft ondt af de afrikanske kvinder der begyndte at komme til København for at arbejde som prosituerede midt i 00erne, og jeg havde tit givet dem penge, først gav jeg dem 3.000 kr., der var 2 afrikanske kvinder, men de lokkede mig så til at give dem 3.000 kr. yderligere og de lokkede mig til et hotelværelse hvor jeg havde sex med den ene, det var dog en elendig oplevelse, jeg er langsom, og de har kun 5 minutter. De fefterlod mig på hotelværelset som et tomt hylster, de stjal også mit kamera, eller rettere de havde en anden til at gøre det, og jeg havde endda købt morgenmad til dem, de var MEGET sultne og fortærede 2 morgenkomplet hver på 4 årstider. 5 dage senere blev jeg indlagt lukket psykiatisk afdeling, det var SÅ meget mod mine principper, og jeg kæmper stadig med sårene, jeg har dog fået syndsforladelse af Reden, de sagde at jeg bare skulle komme videre med mit liv, jeg angav også det hotel der er bagmand, det hedder “Turisthotellet” ved Hovedbanegården..

Sidste år underskrev Jeg 8marts initiativets forbyd sexkøb kampagne, og desværre er min historie sand

http://www.tagstillingmand.dk/maend/alle.shtml (underligt nok optræder jeg ikke på siden, men jeg har sendt min støtte) det gjorde jeg efter 1.maj.2010, hvor jeg blev overbevist om at forbud mod Sexkøb er en god idé. Hvorfor synes jeg så det, jo det er fordi det får mænd og kvinder der køber sex til at tænke en ekstra gang, jeg er ganske overbevist om at jeg ville have haft styrke til at modstå fristelserne, og have undgået synden og at blive misbrugt, hvis jeg var bevidst om at det var ulovligt at købe sex. Altså rent teknisk købte jeg ikke sex, jeg gav dem nogle penge, og de havde ikke lyst og tid til at være veninder, så det skulle overståes, jeg havde været tifreds uden en seksuel ydelse, altså jeg græd før det kom dertil, viste dem billeder fra min tur til Egypten hvor jeg mødte Gud (hun hedder Isis). De afrikanske kvinder var nu utrolig søde, og det forekom mig at de var selvstændige, det virker som om de afrikanske kvinde arbejder i par, og de passer godt på hinanden, de virker faktisk utrolig stærke

(før den 1.maj2010 var jeg af den opfattelse at det var sexsalg der skulle forbydes, men det er jo utopi, og den lykkelige luder er måske en skrøne, men der er masser af friviligt prostituerede, og det ser jeg egentlig ikke noget ondt i, så længe de ikke antaster en på offentlig vej som de afrikanske kvinder gør så dygtigt, alså os single mænd savner altså en kvindes nærhed, og det kan de faktisk levere, ulig de frigjorte danske kvinder, som jeg da elsker men i er altså ikke nemme )

Se Solen stiger op over Kolbøttefarmen
Og Citronmånen taber sit skær
Mens lægen taler om at vi er bedre værd
Vi har vores læger så kær!

Otherwise we got it pretty much right

• http://www.kimbach.org/2007/10/15/du-drømte-om-mig/
• Topcare.DK A/S – Miljø- & allergivenlige kvalitetsprodukter
• Black Day

Jamen, Kim.. Det er bare om at udnytte al din viden! Med mine evner til at stille spørgsmål og dine evner til at svare – hvem ved … en kur mod kræft er måske målet..

Kim Bach کیم پاک:
Kan nøjes med Warp drive
(og du ved godt at de kodnings spørgsmål du stiller er sådan < 101 niveau )

Ja, I know.. Sorry..
Jeg ved godt at jeg ikke ligefrem udfordrer dig..
Men jeg lover at vi sigter efter ward drive næste gang..

Kim Bach کیم پاک:
Ward drive? been there done that LOL
Det endte med at jeg “lånte” nogle penge til en pige der påstod at hun havde været Side 9 pige og på forsiden af V-MAX
Oh well hun skrev i min “poesi-bog” så noget fik jeg da ud af det

For those who’ve never heard of Michel Gondry, just dig in your memory for the GREATEST music videos EVER made, and the top 10 will be dominated by his works.

He is best know for his works with Björk, Chemical Brothers, Foo Fighters, Kylie Minouge(!) and of course: The White Stripes.

Just one comment to the movie: “MICHEL GONDRY VOUS ETES GENIAL”. This is the greatest movie of creative vision since Brazil, I simply love it. It’s such a tribute to the creative mind and life in general – and I ended up with a tear in my eye because of the beautiful ending, that was a dream or was it?

I will go see it again and again and can’t wait until it is released on DVD.

It also made me realise how much I miss Paris, the scene where they’re dumping a TV in Canal St. Martin, my favorite spot on the planet, is priceless, and I also miss the love of my life (so far)! Now the tears are turning into a river! Quote: Once a woman has decided to dump you, she CAN’T change her mind! Unquote. I NEED TO GET OVER HER, and HER as well! Isis where are you?

10 stars out of 6 possible!

BTW! I’m in love – should I go seek out my love consultant, or maybe hire a new one (I already know who that should be!)?

First it stars Anders “Anden” Matthesen, second it’s partly set in a closed wing of a, clinical, psychiatric ward.

“Anden” is the Danish answer to Jim Carrey – this man can do basically whatever in creative arts he want’s to do, and do BETTER than get a way with it, and “Rene Hjerter” is no exception.

As an actor “Anden” does a pretty good job, and you can’t really recognise anything from any of his previous aliases, his character Kriss seems to have been invented for this. He also looks very different, and he seems to be credible cast as a clinical psychology patient.

I was a bit disappointed about the the scenes that were set in the psychiatric ward, what no smokers? Then again I’ve never seen the inside of a clinical ward, so what do I know. The passive TV looking is right on, as are the doctors and the nurses, and the old man that knows details about movies and other nerdy subjects.

The format of the movie is quite fresh, the title comes from an old black and white movie from the 30ies staring a female actor that the main character Kriss is obsessing on. There are constantly parallels drawn between the reality that Kriss is living in and the fictive world of the movie, so that the things that happen in the real world fits into the fictive. This is very credible, being in a closed psychiatric ward can make you feel like you’re in a a twilight zone.

All in all it’s a good movie, but I think I’d prefer to see the full black and white movie “Rene Hjerter” instead…

A selection of today’s headlines:

• The Internet is evil because the terrorists are using it to co-create terrorism manuals.
• The problems of the Middle East are bigger than ever, but who cares about the people of Lebanon.
• Danish forces are engaged in Afghanistan and Irak, we’re good at killing people
• Anders Fogh thinks that Denmark is weak when it comes to foreign policy…We need to do more! OMG!!! Denmark is the 51st State!
• Documents with lab results from the police investigation regarding the terrorism case from Odense has been found laying around in the open!
• RFID tags, great Big Brother is watching!
• Oh it’s so sad for the poor New Yorkers that lost their business! Well others lost their lifes! As far as I could tell when I was in New York in 2004, the New Yorkers aren’t exactly suffering.

Who do you believe? Our media? Their media? Your media!

It’s time to take back what’s rightfully ours, our constitutionally guaranteed freedom of expression.

Forgive me I have to pray, pray for humanity, the jury is still out, but are we going to make it? Only if we wake up!

WAKE UP!!!

And my keyboard switched to Arabic!

Amen!

SLAM!!!!!!

And because the Church doesn’t have WiFi, I can’t access the Sacred Texts Library, to meditate on Surat 2.112, I’ll have to write it down in my own words:

“He who worships his Lord and is a doer of good shall fear nothing!”

Alahu Akhbar…SLAM!!!!

Hey my cell-phone and Google to the rescue…Surat 2.112 al quran…Yielded this page:

The Birth of Islam

It started out with quotes from Al-Quran most of them hinting a violent side of Islam, with quotes like this:

Surat 9, Al Taouba, “Repentance; The Immunity-Dispensation,” verse 29:

[9.29] Fight those who do not believe in Allah, nor in the latter day, nor do they prohibit what Allah and His Apostle have prohibited, nor follow the religion of truth, out of those who have been given the Book, until they pay the tax in acknowledgment of superiority and they are in a state of subjection.

This means that Islam must conquer Jews and Christians, and if after being conquered they do not convert to Islam, then they must pay a tribute (head tax). You would either have to convert, or pay an “infidel tax.”

I was quite sceptical, what was the point? But I actually found the correct Surat 2.112 (my all time favorite quote from Al-Quran):

[2.112] Yes! whoever submits himself entirely to Allah and he is the doer of good (to others) he has his reward from his Lord, and there is no fear for him nor shall he grieve. ‏بَلَىٰ مَنْ أَسْلَمَ وَجْهَهُۥ لِلَّهِ وَهُوَ مُحْسِنٌۭ فَلَهُۥٓ أَجْرُهُۥ عِندَ رَبِّهِۦ وَلَا خَوْفٌ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلَا هُمْ يَحْزَنُونَ ‎
balay’ man ‘ʔaslama wajhahuw lil:ahi wahuwa muḥsinunm falahuwʔ ‘ʔajruhuw ʕinda rab:ihiy wala’ xawfun ʕalayhim wala’ hum yaḥzanuwna (I hope this was correct, I’m not proficient in Arabic).

Surat 2.112 is as far from fundamentalism as you can possible get.

Then the text suddenly become much more interesting, and turns into a rather full historical account of the “Birth of Islam”. Very interesting indeed sitting in a Danish Church reading this historical account of the “Birth of Islam” on the 5th anniversary of 911 on a cell-phone using Google, including sentences rendered perfectly in Arabic script. This was not possible to do 5 years ago, there’s still hope for humanity.

BTW the bible quote of the day was from the Letter to the Galatians. Paulus basically says “remember: the ‘books’ aren’t written by men!”…Hmm…I don’t agree – the ‘books’ are inspired, spiritual and ‘eternal’, but they are indeed written by men.

I lit all the candles in the “globe” in the Church and prayed some more for humanity. Too bad that the “bowl” with Bible quotes for contemplation were nowhere to be seen! But I welcome that this tradition has reached Denmark, I saw it in Lund 2 years ago, and actually I prayed for it to be adopted in Denmark. My prayers were heard it seems.